Precious.

I sometimes wonder what is the meaning of my name. Well, there are some meanings of my name, in some language. Like in Arabic, Zulfa means-- the closer one. But, in African, it means precious. I didn't know that my name meant precious. Someone told me that, then I looked it up on internet, and yup, it means precious. And Amany means wishes. So the meaning of my name is precious wishes. Isn't beautiful? :P

Damn how I love my name haha. Thanks, mum, dad! x

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Precious Wishes.
Precious. Wishes.

Name is a prayer. That's what everybody told me. And that's true. I uh-- I don't know, I just feel like my life is so damn precious. God, I can't even tell you how precious it is. Well, all I can tell you is, I have reached 75% of my wishes or dreams when I was a kid in my age right now, and the 25%? I'm going to make it come true in 5 years I hope :). But, don't you ever think that I've reached them easily. 

Everything needs a process. Well, some people may think that I'm kind of people who likes to dream or imagine something that there is not a big chance to make it come true. But who cares? It would happen if you believe in it, and also in yourself. Cause you know, if you don't believe in it, how could people believe in your dream, when the dreamer don't even believe in it.

For example, when I was in elementary school, I used to dream that someday I would go to Malaysia and Singapore in June-July 2008, and when I went abroad, I want to be payed. I'm not coming from a rich family. And, you know what? I was payed to go to Malaysia and Singapore right in June-July 2008. I even celebrated my birthday in Malaysia! And that moment is unforgettable! And guess what now? Everytime I go abroad, I never been payed it by myself. Oh right, I'm not old enough to pay it by myself LOL. But even my parents! I never been payed by my parents :)

Really, since I've been taught to believe in my dreams, and myself of course, I could make my dreams come true. 75% of them in my age right now, and I'm only 17 years old. I'm writing this, doesn't mean I want to show off or something, but I want to tell you about life. About our power that you might don't even know it before. Do you know what the power is? Ourself. Really.