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6/04/2012

Being fake? Be ready to get killed.

What happen with people these days? We smile at them being nice, but they look at us as if their daughter was raped by us.
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What happen with people these days? We try to talk to them to make everything alright, but they don't even appreciate it.
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What happen with people these days? Only come to us when they need something and leave us when they don't.
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What happen with people these days? They don't even look in the eyes when they are talking with us because their new friends are around.

I don't understand. I uh-- I really don't. People are acting weird lately. Weird in a very very super weird way. It seems like being nice is wrong, being fake is good. Or, being nice is wrong, being fake is wrong. God, what the hell I supposed to do then?

Well, I rarely meet people who only has one face. Who treats everyone with the same treatment. Like, literally no. Everyone has two faces nowadays, or even more. Who knows? Like they're being nice in front us, then they're talking about us on our back. Or, they're being nice just to know about us, then they stab us on our back.  I got to say that, it is hard to have a real friends nowadays. I sometimes think "who are my real friends?". I  sometimes hope that they are my real friends. Seriously, I do. I mean, are they going to be here even though I'm not like this anymore? Are they going to support me in everything I do (in a good way) or they will just leave me and think that I'm nuts?
But I think I have found someone who always be there for me
Well, I hope I'm not wrong. No, no, no, no, not a boyfriend. It is a girl. I have never had a friend like her before! You know what do I like about her? Her sincerity. She really is sincere, and she is not that type of girl who is shy to act crazy in front of people. I mean, she always act as herself. Always. I can't even go a day without having crazy things without her. You know, sometimes I wish, my friends were all like her. But yeah, that is going to be boring. I mean, life without problems? It seems like we will never learn something. 

I sometimes wonder, what the hell is on their mind? Faking friendship? Seriously, faking a friendship is worse than faking a relationship. Well, um, not really, almost the same actually. But still. God, seriously? Friendship? Being friends with us only taking those shitty advantages? Oh puh-lease. You may have a lot of friends right now even you're faking it. But I  think I have to warn you,
be ready to get killed!


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